I just want to be treated like a princess by my man. a way i deserve to be treated. I don’t ask for much. I just want to be treated right. and respected.
Sometimes I wish I was 29 with my life figured out & sometimes I wish I was 5 with my whole life ahead of me and not a care in the world
Please don’t even think that we could be friends for .5 seconds.
From kylah. With no love.
The Buddhists say if you meet somebody and your heart pounds, your hands shake, your knees go weak, that’s not the one. When you meet your ‘soul mate’ you’ll feel calm. No anxiety, no agitation
Truth stands, even if there be no public support. It is self-sustained.
The year 2014-2015 is around. Is this the year I’ve been waiting for, or the year I’ve been afraid to come? I don’t know why it feels like this is something so huge. Like it’s a now or never type of feeling. Even though I have my whole life ahead of me. I finally have my shit together. I KNOW I do. I feel like a brand new person. Going through the struggles of being depressed all these years, being bullied, anxiety, not being able to be good at handling certain things. Nah I’m not saying I’ve been through the worst, but as for myself, I have been through a lot within myself. I’ve spent time trying to make myself a stronger person and always trying to just make myself a better person, a happier person. Because the person I was, was not who I wanted to be, I was always at my weakest. It’s not something that was easy for me to fix. Some people are strong, some people aren’t. That’s just how it is. I couldn’t understand why I was always so vulnerable, so weak, so sensitive. But I only had the choice to accept that about myself and just try my hardest to change that about myself. Although I was always a confident loud girl at heart, I worried way too much what people thought, it ate me alive. Sometimes I could show it, but then they came out in weird ways. Or, I just wouldn’t show them at all. I’m sick of being so nice and letting people take advantage of that. If I knew a person was always a hatin ass nigga behind my back, but has the nerve to come up to my face all nice and puts on a fake smile to ask for some school work or some information to create some drama? Damn I wish I said no for all the times I had said yes to you. Only the people who really understand you and love you to the fullest have never left your side or betrayed you. Or should I say, standing with you today. I’ve had my friends lessen for good reasons. Majority of my depression had to deal with fake friends that I could never say no to. Damn, the things I can’t understand about myself before. Straight up, starting this year, this is the year I’m strong and continuing. I strongly know in my heart I never deserved any of this childish drama that has happened over the years. I may have not been a perfect person, but all that stuff was way low homie. Now, I can’t believe that I let some silly subtweets, hateful words that have no idea what they’re even saying, bullies that are secretly insecure, even get to me. Lmao, It is about time, Kylah.. You take that time to shine. Don’t turn back. Live life to the fullest in the best way possible, and I’m finally applying this to myself forreal forreal now. And all of you should as well.